ALREADY DEAD...

Sometimes there is a feeling that hits you,
It almost feels like its something totally new,
So sudden, just like the breeze from the sea brushing towards your skin,
Deep inside, you know that's the way it has always been.

As time goes by, the feeling just stops hitting,
That's when you realise that its the soul that you are eventually losing,
The sudden pause starts to bother the silence of your heart,
Years go by and you still wonder why your body and soul are going apart.

Finally you meet someone who has all the answers,
Who is willing to make you strong and sober,
As all the answers are being fed,
You then realise that you are ALREADY DEAD.

erm....so all those ppl who are reading this post, do not think that i am emo...
I AM NOT EMO....it is just a poem i wrote...i dnt knw why....i wrote it when i was dead bored with nothing to do...

and i chose to post this poem because i have nothing interesting going on in my life... and my "wonderful frens" (edwin and prema) are forcing me to update my blog..and unlike edwin i dnt knw hw to make myself look like catwoman or something...haha...

so just for your info...this poem was written originally by me...I DID NOT STEAL IT...
btw...COPYRIGHT RESERVED....(actually its not like any1 would want this poem anyway...lolx..)

UPS AND DOWNS!!

At this point of my life i have my ups and downs which actually happens in everyones life.. However, different people have different ups and downs... so now, im going to reveal mine :

UPS!! :)

1. Passed my A-levels (after days of sufferings and constant palpitations...finally its over!)

2. Going to start LLB in feb (at least i am going to have something 2 do unlike now --except

blogging of course!!)

3. My sisters are back frm their respective freakzones!...(which means i can go shopping and

hang out with them!)

4. I got my own car!! (OH WAIT...I MUST BE SLEEP-BLOGGING..dat NEVER happened!!)

DOWNS :(

it can be the same as my 'ups'...so be sure to read the explanations!

1. Im going 2 start LLB in feb... ( MORE STUDYING , LESS ENJOYMENT!!)

2. My sisters are back from their respectie freakzone... (wic means constant fight for the tv remote, more arguments bout who is a better child, and lots of scars and bruises!)

3. Sad that not all my friends got through the exam...(believe me...they really deserve to get good results!!...bt i dnt knw wad happened... =( *sobs*

4. Nothing on tv...(i dnt knw wads going on bt theres nothing good 2 watch on tv... there are only 2 choices : boring shows and repeated shows!...argh!!

So....these are my ups and downs at this point in my life...


DISCLAIMER:

some of u guys may have the same ups and downs as mine.But that is purely coincidence and has nothing to do with me violating your privacy or spying to knw ur ups and downs and using them as mine in my blog...thank you!! ;-)

ESCAPED THE BLACKHOLE AND FELL IN THE INFERNO...

Okay...if u have read my previous post..u would have a blurry picture of wad im talking bout right now...

yesterday i was in a blackhole of blurness...

today i am soooo out of it...coz i called my college..and as usual they were very blurrr... but finally they found out that my results is cming out on thursday....

so...i was glad that at least i knw when my results is coming out...

BUT....now that i knw when its cming out...

its a little nerve wrecking...actually a lottttt!!!...

now i just feel its betta if my result comes out tomorrow...at least it would be over by tomorrow!..

now i have to be totally freaked out til thursday!!!...(there's where inferno comes in)

BESIDES THAT...

i am kinda curious bout my results... i just wna knw my results!!!...
*u knw the saying 'curiosity kills the cat"??....i found out.......it kills humans too (mentally!)*
(i am the living prove for that one!)

ANOTHER THING...

u knw other colleges get their results tomorrow (disted and kdu)...and its totally unfair!!...
why cant my college release the results 2moro???....at least i dnt have to experience these palpitations i am having right now!!!...

HOWEVER...

i cannot change anything now!!...i guess i just have to wait....wait...and wait! (for like 2 days)...

and some of my friends dont want to gt their results 2moro... mayb they r just not as curious as i am....

well i just hope everything will be super duper totally fineee!!

BLACKHOLE OF TOTAL BLURNESS!!

You see...a few weeks ago i was told dat my results is cming out 21st january (which is this wednesday!!)....so i ws pretty sure it ws this wednesday and ws quite relaxed!!....

UNTIL....

This morning my banana friend (prema-->no offence) messaged me:
Results out tomorrow???My friend from kdu say one!!...(those were her EXACT words!!) and i had a jawdrop!!!!!!!!! :O

Then she convinced me dat the results will come tomorrow bcoz her fren had a slip wic said dat the results will come out 2moro...

HOWEVER....

i did my own investigation...i messaged my friend...she replied 'my college gt da slip saying that the results will come out on wednesday'......

my another friend said dat he had the slip (btw i dun hav any of the magical slip evry1 is talking about!!)....nywy his slip said dat the results will come out on 21st wednesday...

after these two 'evidence'....i tot i would b more relaxed...(it ws 2 against 1)....

BUT...

No....i am sooooo not relaxed!...im nervous...i can feel sharp pangs in my heart... its pounding so fast, i think im going 2 have a heart attack!!!...(ok...dat ws just figurative of speech!!)...

So....this is wad happened 2day....

SUMMARY: relaxed....nervous...tot ws gna b relaxed...still nervous!!!

so....this is how i ended up in a blackhole of total blurness!!!...haiz...

wheneva the results come out:i just hope ALL my frens out there who took a levels would get a verrrryyyy gooood results....

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!!!... :p

TOTAL ADDICTIONS.....

Okay u see...like all normal i have many addictions...of course, nt many would want to post it in their blog..bt in that case i guess im totally abnormal!!...

1.COFFEE...*mmmmm....yyyyyuuummm!!*

coffee is an addiction that is so freaking common...i knw millions of ppl who share this particular addiction (eg: my sis)...u might think i drink coffee bcoz i wnt 2 stay up late or something...bt actually coffee cn really make me sleep (dun give me that 'one eyebrow up' look---i knw its weird, ur facial expression is so nt needed)...actually it used to work bt i guess i gt immune 2 it or something...bt of course i do use coffee 2 burn midnight oil 2 study and it works (like for 2 seconds!)

P/S: I always prefer 3 in 1 nescafe.

2. STORY BOOKS....*not all books though*

Story books can be sooo addictive...i love to read Paulo Coelho(PC) and sophie kinsella's(SK) books... paulo's books and sophie's books are like world a part...coz the PC's books are always motivational and inspirational and are usually quite serious whereas SK's books are totally funny witty and is mostly very teenage-like books...recently i really wanted to read Twilight coz it ws said 2 be really gooood and fun bt later i heard dat it ws total crap and ws going nowhere...so then i kinda lost interest in it...currently i am reading 'shopaholic takes manhattan' by sophie kinsella...(i knw that it is nt exactly the latest book bt who exactly cares rite??!)

3. TELEVISION...*an addiction that proves that im a teenager*

One question... who hates tv???....weirdos maybe!...actually television nw is getting very boring!...i always watch ASTRO...n u knw astro is really boring!...they always repeat the same programme...n im nt exactly a megadrama person...bt of course i have my fav programmes ( refer 2 the previous blog)....i like disney channel (yes!..i watch cartoons..)...i also like hallmark ( most of the movies are niceeee...n i like 2 watch The Oprah Winfrey Show)..of course being an indian...i watch tamil programmes...and i like some of them mostly movies...nt megaserials

4. NANCY DREW PC GAME...*dont like mysteries???...erm...skip this one*

Every knws bout nancy drew rite??...one of the most famous mystery story books ever.. and as technology improved...so did nancy drew...this game takes quite long 2 actually finish..i mean like for days!!...this game is also in 3D and it is very addictive..of course only if u like mystery and 2 solve mysteries!!...it already have 17 series of games...and ive played most of em!!...and u knw i will get sooo stuck in the game til i get fed up and stop playing for a long time until i found this website http://www.herinteractive.com/ ....this website has hints and tips for all kinds of problems u may face in this game!!...:)

5. HOTT GUYS!!...

robert pattinson....shia la beouf....eric mabius...zac efron...corbin bleu...brad pitt...steven gerard.. daniel radcliffe...chris brown....colby O'donis...orlando bloom... johnny depp... jonas brothers(esp joe!)..tom cruise...chad michael murray..james lafferty... surya.. ajith... vijay.. vikram...vishal...vinay... and lotz more....LOADZZZZZ more!!!

Those are the things im most addicted to!!...i dnt knw why!!!..bt does anyone knw??...so lets nt go deep into dat questions... ~peace out~

FAVOURITE TV SHOWS!!!

So..i knw its been a loooong gap since i blogged!!...and now im gonna let u guys in on my favourite tv shows!!!...

1. HEROES....*an ensemble of unique story line and good looking guys*

a tv show about some bunch of ppl wif super powers like self healing(claire),absorb other powers (peter), flying(nathan), stopping time (hiro) n etc..

2. SUPERNATURAL..*a battle between 2 hot guys and many demons*

a tv show about 2 guys hunting down a demon wic killed their mother. But of course there will many other supernatural 'things' dat wil complicate stuffs.
P/S : Dean is soooo hott!!

3. HOUSE.....*a cranky doctor + medical conditions = one hilarious medical tv show*

tv show bout a grumpy and cranky yet smart doctor (house) who will get into the last nerve of his patients' bt will eventually end up curing them. Has a hilarious and serious touch which have millions in awe...

4. DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES...*5 housewives and millions of conflicts*

whole tv show bout hsewives. 5 housewives with their own conflicts and how they solve them.
This tv show always have a moral story after
every episode which will be great for kids..
erm....come 2 think of it...maybe NOT!!!






5. UGLY BETTY...*1 ugly betty + 1 hot daniel + 1 bitchy amanda + 1 gayish marc*


tv show bout an ugly gurl (betty) being an
assistant to a charming editor-in-chief of the
MODE magazine(daniel). She will have 1 woman
(amanda) going after her job, a gay (marc) who is
on amanda's side which is a bad thing for betty
and a spoilt ole' woman who is after daniel's job..
So, this show has COMPLICATION written all over it!!



actually there is more tv shows that i love and currently addicted too!!...however i have not enough time to list down all of em...i hope u guys watch the tv shows up there...if not start watching em...they are really addictive and interesting!!... ;P

TWILIGHT------> SEGAFREDO

so last wednesday i went to watch TWILIGHT with my friends (good thing it ws wednesday, so v gt the tickets for a cheaper price..haha)....it is a must watch movie!... XD

what made it a must watch movie???.....EDWARD CULLEN!

However the movie is a little draggy ... bella keeps saying 'i am not scared of u'...and bella also has d same expression d whole movie...bt overall it was good!...

edward cullen (he is sooo hott) and bella....*concentrating on d former*

There are more than 1 hot guy in twilight.... jasper hale is also kinda good looking...even though he has one and the most weird-est expression in the movie...(bt who cares he is also cute!)

Jackson Rathbone @ Jasper Hale

so...after d movie...v went 2 segafredo to have a light tea time break....french fries and garlic breads....it was gooood!!....bottomline v had a great time dat day!

angie...prema...sherleen...me....and...agnes..... (eddie is d photographer!)